The other night I re-read a diary from a year ago and laughed at myself and got happy and sappy and missy and a lot of other things. I am excited for everything. But! I am sad about things too, and regretful and sorry and confused. I called ( you )
Ya kno, i normally wouldnt be saying this as a comment for everyone to read...but i dont really care if other people see this because im not ashamed. Its kinda weird that you tried calling, to say things. Because i have stopped myself many times from picking up the phone to call and tell you the same things. When im at home during the day, or in phoenix hanging out with people who enevitably drive me crazy, i think about a year ago...and the year before that. When we would get home from school and get on the phone...like 100 times a day. When we would write eachother notes and color in pictures at TGI Fridays while we wait for our dinner date guests to arrive. I can honestly say that out of my entire life, those times spent with you were the happiest. You were my first real best friend, it seemed. Attached at the hip. We used to do everything together. But then our differences carved more space between us then anything...and i cant tell if its for the best or not. I guess we did what we had to do. New people are exciting...until one
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i remember that night. i had no idea it hit you in they eyeball so i kinda giggled, then i was like HER EYEBALL IS RED AND PUFFY AND OH MY GOD, then i felt bad, but then your eyeball is surely better now. "once i got a bit of dust in my eye."
i miss being so close with people.... i miss you, and the girls. and i miss seeing people on a regular basis. but knowing that i'm not the only one who misses that makes it a little better. i love you little miss!
Yeah, we have all really distanced ourselves, haven't we? It happens though, we've all got our own lives! But I miss seeing you a lot and I hope that come summer we can revive [try to?] the quartet again. Seeeee you this weekend?!
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I AM SUCH AN ATTRACTIVE DRUNK.
look at that hair.
yuck!
i love you poo.
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LOOK I LOST WEIGHT.
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but knowing that i'm not the only one who misses that makes it a little better.
i love you little miss!
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