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[pinko_asshead]

She doesn't know what to do with the compliments when she gets them. Like a person without any hands getting flowers. I can't remember who wrote that. But I always remember it

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[terrible_fish]

What about failing two classes because you can barely get out of bed?

Gah.

[xigentintellect]

Earlier in the year after months of counseling and digging into my family history, I was "diagnosed" with clinical depression. I'm still in denial.

When I'm in a funk my behavior is pretty consistant. When I'm not actively engaged with someone or something (only because I HAVE TO BE), then I'm sleeping. When I am out and about, I retreat into my own little inner world. this means that when I'm driving I tend to do two things: run red lights or stop at green lights. I try not to drive when I'm not feeling too hot.

[pinko_asshead]

I'm taking one class and had to file for an extension. Cost me $75.

[thermogenesis]

i love this city for that. madness stalks genius down these streets.

[pinko_asshead]

The line between madness and genius is fuzzy or nonexistent.

[halau]

College towns are full of brilliant mad mutterings. I love it!

[pinko_asshead]

Yes, I've almost always lived in college towns...or very near to one.

[sanguine_kate]

Could be. What are you thinking about, if not consciously then unconsciously? Your wheels are obviously not in there here and now if you are sailing through red lights and driving up one way streets. (Wow, those traffic examples feel so...metaphorical.)

It's a conscious effort for me to stay in the here and now. That's why I have my checklists and schedule. I don't always perfectly adhere but at least I have some kind of a roadmap so I don't completely get lost during my day.