ok im just writing this to tell everyone,if anyone,who read this that i shall no longer be writing here anylonger.
jessica

hmmm ok.well then today is just screwed the hell up.im gonna be lucky if i dont end up back in the hospital.i relapsed with my cutting and have been cutting again for 3 months now.so im fixing to go tell my mom becuase if i dont my friend is going to because she caught me.stupid gym class's gotta hate em.i got a phone call from a friend tellin me a ( Read more... )

oh my gosh i dont know if my life could get any freagin worse!!!!! i just got dumped which is reallyyyyyyyyy sucky cuz i didnt do crap this time i swear! rrrr i wish one of my friends would like shoot me or something and well bryan u arent home for a while since ur on like vaca which is sucky cuz i wanna talk to u cuz ur like one of my closest ( Read more... )

k i should not be awake its to damn early its like not even 10 am yet ive been up since like 8 15 and im like woohoo i swear since ive been in that fucking mental institute lakeland i cant sleep in and its pissing me off i mean sure i have some great friends and im not cutting anymore but now i am always fucking hyper and always tired cuz i cant go ( Read more... )

ok i fucked up big time first i cut myself and my mom found out dude bad idea then i had to tell bryan thats why he couldnt come see me so ya that sucked ass cuz i nearly lost him over that shit well then i decide to get fucked up with a couple of butter nipples and fuck shit up like breaking up with bryan and shit big ass mistake so ya then i get ( Read more... )

damn im bored as bloody hell bryan isnt online clifford is so im waiting for bryan to so i can talk to him and shit bryan btw im still blaming u for me liking nin and static-x lol glad u got me to listening to them though lol aight anyway hope ur having fun with clifford lol im bored out of my mind lol bryans anyway just thought i would write since ( Read more... )

wow today is just weirdddddd! ok im like way to hyper and happy and shit im just damn jumpy i guess u could say prob cuz bryan's my bf and im really happy bout that its awsome cuz hes like so great and shit today also kinda sucked cuz i found out i cant fucking cheer football season which was wat i was looking forward to and cuz of course now i ( Read more... )

k todays fine right i mean hell bryan told me a dream he had which i like and bryan knows i do and then my mom decides to talk to him i dont have a prob with that then she decides to talk on the phone with him i mean its cool i like talking to bryan we get along but damn i wish she would tell me instead of go ask bryan if this number is right well ( Read more... )

today freagin sucks bryan is asleep so i cant talk to him im mainly just writing this to correct him on his not last but next to last entry about that chick jess being sexy well yea im that girl and im not sexy but bryan is hott very hott and hes saying bs if he thinks im hott anyway bryan(vampfreak18)is cool i think i kinda shocked him though ( Read more... )