I just posted on my myspace...I feel like crap....wanna go to sleep and not wake up for a while.....

SO IM AN IDIOT AND AM HATED FOR THE TIME BEING.......
but he has told me "This too shall pass"

yesss that is my happiness as I go to sleep tonight....

I am who I am because of I AM!!

not gonna be a long one just to the point ( Read more... )

So today was hard! Love stuff surrounded me....then my bestfriend dropped a huge atomic bomb on me and then I saw him.....now I feel like throwing up (I have all day) I want to cry but I want to be strong... I said in my myspace that me and Zac are to meet tomarrow to talk before church and that I didnt know what I wanted out of it or what to ( Read more... )

OK so I woke up today and talked to him which made me think great another crappy day right...then Mase called from school,lol and it was ok again:)then today I went to go to the bank butit was closed for presidents day...who likes the president anyways!lol anyways I know evan I'll be quiet now....anyways then I took my prom dress to the lady so she ( Read more... )

So I love that Amanda girl! he asked if u were gonna give him the cold shoulder at work and i told him i didnt know because ur not a mean person but u are me best friend!lol ( Read more... )

This too shall pass ( Read more... )

My latest lournals have been a lil emo so I found some cool lil quote things that I'm gonna add through out my journals so after my updated news is done there is still something to think about and restore your brain,lol!

An old friend has gone through alot of problems and alot of the time I wanted to help but it was like she wouldn't let me in... ( Read more... )

Broke my camera this weekend and I'm hoping they'll take it back

But we won so thats great

My bestfriend used to tell me that one day me and her were gonna go to illinois together and how great it would be....now shes taking her boyfriend

But she'll have fun and be happy so its ok

My nanny died this weekend, she was my ( Read more... )

Does anyone else think it is totally helarious that my info says I live in loonyville, bhutan! or spoons is one of my interests!lol I found that quite amusing!

Anywho I'm trying my best to look one the brighter side of the yellow brick road that I travel, until I get to the wonderful wizard that will kiss my worries of this place good bye! sure I ( Read more... )

I cant really say how I feel right now because it will only cause more stupid problems that no one will understand!so heres what it looks like on the outside: I have billions of friends, I balance my work and school well, I am a perfectly health person, I am blonde and have money to get what ever I need, me and my boyfriend are great(that ones true ( Read more... )