resting on eggshells.
I haven't been writing in here lately. I'm honestly concerned about posting again....it's been months since I posted anything substantial and public. I know who reads my journal, and I don't want my entries to hurt anyone
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I fear that I'll never be able to love again. I know that sounds ridiculous, but everything still hurts so bad and is so disgusting... for awhile I forgot that god or life outside of the whirlwin created by lovers existed. I still look at pictures and cry, but I can look at them now. I can't decide if I should or shouldn't. It's all a bit better since she came back to say sorry... but still sometimes I'll just be driving in the car and get this sick feeling in my stomach and relive all the hurt and pain and love. It's starting to get better though, at least it doesn't posess nearly my every thought anymore.
I wasn't trying to turn this all around to me me me, I just really relate. hm. I love you. Take care.
muah~
aireekah
oh... and you can always make groups and only let your posts be seen by certain people. ;) I do that all the time. hehehe.
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