I feel like shit....reality smacked me right in the face..I feel stupid for what I did...I never want to sleep..I never want to go home...I never want to grow up!!!

Well, this has been the best week of my life....I don't even wanna go home but sadly I have to face reality and go back to school and work :(....so yesterday I did something and it will change my life forever...I don't regret it but I feel so different and that I can't relate to my friends anymore. I don't know how to deal with it...ok well that ( Read more... )

So today has been good so far. I got up and went to the Mall with Brandi and my Stepmom bought lots of stuff...I got my Prom dress and it's so pretty I love it, I got hot pink shoes to go with it and I'm super excited. I don't really want to go to prom but hey I get a new dress and shoes and I get to get dolled up. Then after that I went tanning ( Read more... )

I cry because I'm alone ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back in Georgia for a week, it's so fucking awesome here! I feel like this is where I'm supposed to live, not in Washington. I'm really hoping to get really wasted this week but my Step sister doesn't know if she can get me anything. I'm going to the mall on Monday to look for a Prom dress. I'm not even excited, I don't even really want ( Read more... )

Well, I'm getting ready to fly today. My flight is at 4 something so by the time I get home it will be 6 WA time but 9 my time. That means no more LJ and no more AIM, god I hate that about my mom's house. I'll see everyone eventually when I get home...BYE!!

OKay so I'm just chillin here...just talking on AIM. I think I'll go to bed soon because I'm bored but I'm not tired..oh well..my stepmom made me mad today. I went to put the phone back in their room and my dad flipped me over and pinned me down so I was trying to get away by pinching and stuff and I got away and ran out of the room before he ( Read more... )

OKay so they have like the best radio station here called The Buzz, it's all rock. And they don't have very many commercials, I love it. Everyday at like 12:15 to 12:45 the have the mow down where they play songs that you request. Well I e-mailed the DJ and she's going to play my song today! So I'm just sitting here waiting for my song to come on. ( Read more... )

OKay I'm really done now. I'm so glad that I got Chester Bennington!!

Okay well this has been fun...why do they always give me the slutty answers?? Is my name slutty?? Well ummmm I'm open for comments so COMMENT!!!