I am so heartbroken...and it is my own fault...no one else's...it's because I am really good at fucking up. I regret everything. I regret ever coming down here... I thought it would be less stressful... no drama. It was the exact opposite and now what am I doing here? I don't know. I am so confused about everything. I wish I could take ( Read more... )

that was the subject line in an email i received this morning. it was from a boy that i had gone to elementary school with but when i moved away about 8 years ago we didn't keep in contact...anyway i was just so tripped out by that that i had to devote an entire entry to it...an entry of about 4 sentences...lol...in case you were wondering the ( Read more... )

I am so damn bored I was killing time on myspace.com. At any rate its like 3 in the morning and I have class at 8 and at this point I don't feel tired but I know once I hit the bed that I wont wake up on time...to go to class...can't wait till the summer...maybe I can...ugh...can we say job? At any rate...just wanted to say goodnight...

Yes, it is true...I am bored out of my mind...and extremely stressed out to the point where I don't know what to do with myself. That sucks! Anyway, my main cause of stress is that I have payments to make and no money with which to make them...being a college student really does mean being broke...especially if you are doing the whole independent ( Read more... )