- went to scotts to meet him becky and nathan
- drove to onto
- ate at the panda rest..... amazing
- went to the lake and had a blast with lindsay and all her friends
- played spoons and ate lots o food
- came home and went to bed

yesterday i did a crazy thing and told a guy i like him. ive never done that before... ever. that is, to initiatie something...not having a clue how the other person feels. it was awful at first. i felt like my chest was gonna explode from an overwhelming amount of cardio activity. i just stood there, feeling stupid, ugly, vulnerable.. all ( Read more... )

yesterdays post wasnt supposed to sound so negative. mom was a bit concerned. i mean i do have freinds, im just okay alone, too. im happy here, cause i know its where im supposed to be. its just not as good as home. even though when i do go home things arent the same. i mean we're all growing up. i dont know, i just like home. yesterday i ( Read more... )

three girls came into the shop today, arm in arm, laughin and havin a good ole time. i felt myself go bitter with jealousy..."that should be me lu and becky." what the heck. i miss hangin out with my girls. and my family. i miss sunday lunches and naps at grandmas. i miss home in general. i think this might be a defense mechanism, but i wont ( Read more... )

so joshua sent me roses for valentines day. theyre preeeetty. it was a nice gesture. he's comin up this weekend. we're gonna go out on a double date with homey and david davis. oh man, so much fun ( Read more... )

i went home for break and it was wonderful. spent time with the fam and becky and me and joshua went out a couple times. that was fun. so now its spring term. rhi is back =) and denny is gone =( my classes will be fine i think. the bulk of my days will be over at 11. my badminton/tennis class will be f-u-n fun! soc 100...well its at 8 am ( Read more... )

so for sure dads pickin me up in knoxville tomorrow. and for sure joshuas pickin me up from nashville on saturday. thatll be fun, but i cant wait to be home home. class was only an hour today. and for some reason my picture turned out a letter better than yesterdays 2 hour session. im proud of it. im kinda gonna miss this class. learning how ( Read more... )

its been a while. my art class has been awesome. today we learned to draw a face. our final project, a self portrait, is due on friday. but yeah, its been fun and very enlightening. im totally going home this weekend! i cant wait. its gonne be fun. dads pickin me up in knoxville and im staying with him friday night in nashville. joshuas ( Read more... )

...down home where a mans good word and a handshake are all you need ( Read more... )

schools almost over. i have two finals left. a&p was brutal. cant wait to go spend the weekend with lu at auburn! itll be groovy ( Read more... )