Ok, so for the most part Im pretty good, Ive been in good spirts, the only thing is that Im bord out of my freaken mind, and NEED A SMOKE SOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKEN BAD!!!!! Ive been more born these past few days than I have been since I was layed off, I dont know if its cause I know its gonna be done soon, and Ill have plunty to do in a week or so, or ( Read more... )

Ok, so Im doing pretty good, well atleast I was, till I dreamt about Rob. Made me miss him more. But Ill be fine, Im stronge, and all. No, has to worry about me, but if you do that would be ok i guess ( Read more... )

Well, he did it. He cant be in a relationship, so he ripped my heart out ( Read more... )

So, here Im am, hanging out at the place Mike is staying , with of coures Mike and Rob. Its about 6pm on wensday eveing, and I havnt had any good sleep since I woke up about this time yestarday, and dont think I will get any good sleep till I get home, which isnt even really good sleep ( Read more... )

Well, yeah Im posting, even though I know theres not much point, but I cant get ahold of Rob, and I really need to talk, and well this is the closes I can get right now ( Read more... )

So my mom just went to have surgury. Its real little, just on her foot, but Im not stupid, I know that there is a risk for anyone that goes under. Im really scared, it all of a sudden hit me when they were leaving. I have to sit here all alone till like 4 to find out what happend ( Read more... )

Im so mad. I dont know that I hav ever been this mad in my whole life. What makes it so hard is that most of this anger is directed towords myself ( Read more... )

So this whole situation is just getting worse. I really dont like this being at home thing all the time, but know it has gotten worse cause Im getting treated like I dont know crap ( Read more... )

Well, the TWO of you got me. I have no one to talk to, except when I talk to people online. I really honestly think Im going crazy, from bordom, from lack of face to face human contact, from stairing at a screen, tv or computer, all the damn time, not sleeping, like ever. I get a few hours here a few hours there, but I never know when it is going ( Read more... )

OK So I have made a decision, consider this jornal dead, what is the point, In the past 5 entrys I have gotten all of two posts, and guy I do thank you, that quiz was intresting, and the other one was rather rood, which obvesly was the compet opposite of what I needed at the time. So dont coming looking there will be no more, no one seems to care