i have a secret life.
if only you all knew.

17-Feb Fri Dallas, TX GRANADA THEATRE No Use For A Name, I Am The Avalanche, Versus The World ( Read more... )

He is so special to me ( Read more... )

i changed my mind. saturday i'm seeing him.he called me 10 seconds after i typed my last entry.

I have been re-thinking if i want to be with Dan ( Read more... )

Dan came and saw me on the second.
I havnt had so much with someone that was a boy in a long time.
I feel bad ...i didnt wanna have sex with him....but ...i was drunk...and i like him alot.
I know iam your typical stupid girl but i dont care.i like him ALOT.
I noticed something on ebay.then i thought of bill clinton.i could sell this cumstain on

The Suicide Machines are killing me.....

Hey Everybody!

Feb 11th is the day iam going to detroit.
I wanna meet up with Dan that night.Get wasted.Have fun.
2 more weeks and he gets home.
Tomorrow I seriously AM looking for a job.
Iwill not help others no more.

I dream to not be angry anymore.
i dream to trust agian.
i dream to truely love.
i dream to be truely happy.

last night i called dan,he said he missed me.
say YES! for false hope of a guy.
I wish a job would just land on my lap,save money,move.god damn.
god damn i hate people.
god damn if i dont say hi.i dont like you.god.get it?

oh yeah,why the hell did i have sex with a guy i dont like?
ps-i need to stop drinking.

i wish brent loved me.
then maybe i wouldnt go for so many assholes.