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[pinkseduction]

Wayhey sober nikki here! Not the blutered one from last night lol. But yeah anyway...I have nothing new to say. Martin updated his journal and aperntly feels like an asshole...If i know tracy right now she will be thinking "good". She was ready to go at him last night lol. Dont know why though...I mean this "thing" was between me and Martin so Im

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[young_un]

Jesus Nikki you think you're the only one who doesn't have relationships work out?

[pinkseduction]

scuse me but i think you will find this is MY journal where i can write MY feelings. I know other people have problems and they have relationships that dont work out...but back to my point...this is MY journal for christ sake so fuck off!

[ryanando]

yipes.... erm.... me me i? me me. i me. my heads itchy. and like i said, its not you, its men. men suck. *hugs*

xxx

[ryanando]

oo oo oo and i never shouted at him! thats good right? i think. *nods like a child*

xxx

[anonymous]

Hey,
I dont know u or anything and I just happened to stumble upon ur journal, but I read ur last entry and all I wanna say is, Im positive ur an awesome person and im positive ur beautiful :) I know ur probably thinkin im crazy, I don't even kno you so how can I say that rite? because everyone is, we all have bad times, but just don't ever let anyone make u think down about urself. keep smiling!

[pinkseduction]

Ya know...you actauly cheered me up just then. You are absolutly right. Thank you :)

[anonymous]

I just think ur fat

[pinkseduction]

Didnt you ever hear the saying "Big is Beautiful"? As it turns out there is absolutly nothing wrong with me. I do have people who like me as I am and I have had several offers from both men and women. I have relised that I do not have to be thin to be happy and to be loved. I have friends who love me and my daughter as we are and I am not going to beat myself up because I dont look like a girl on the cover of a magazine. So you can take your small minded opinions and try to upset someone else. It wont work with me. I know I am overweight and you know what...I dont care. I have people around me. I am happy and nothing you can say or do will change that. So go an attempt to upset someone else because I wont listen to your pathetic attempts at bullying someone into thinking they are anything less than they want to be!