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[pinkskull]

do i exist in a time inparallel to this? sometimes i wonder if i live in my head and just act on the outside what i need to so i dont get locked up for insanity. or maybe there is something more to all of this that only i am seeing, but im just so goddamn outnumbered. and what are the odds that there is someone out there i would desire with so

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[jennipurrrrrrrr]

Gill, I'm sorry things are painful right now. The shitty thing is that even when you get what you want you continue to be afraid. That's what I'm going through. I sent you an email and I hope you don't judge me too harshly, but I just can't help myself, at least I haven't been able to up to this point. I'm going back to bed.

[jennipurrrrrrrr]

ugh! Are you totally disgusted with me, or are you just thinking about what to say? You're the only person I've told about this. Mah!