What a sad day in the neighborhood. Today i spent 107 dollars on medicine. that really depresses me and my sister left with the kids today to go back to saudi. I miss her already. I cried after leaving the airport. ive been over at my parents house every day for the past several weeks and its gonna be so weird staying at my house all the time again ( Read more... )

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school is kicking my ass. its not that its hard, because most of the classes i am taking are pretty easy. its just that i keep getting behind on everything. I was supposed to do a presentation today but failed to make it to class. luckily there are two others days i can present. the project is on community awareness and since i know so much about ( Read more... )

 last week was a really bad week. i missed a lot of classes and just didnt feel like doing anything but sleep. i friend of mine ive known since i was 6 passed away and it was just really hard on me. im doing better now. its fall break and this past weekend was my last weekend at harris teeter. i dont know what im going to do about money but ill ( Read more... )

ive been having real issues lately and i just dont know how to deal with them. im becoming a person that i used to hate but i dont seem to care at all. ive just been living for the moment with no regrets, maybe thats not the best way to live life but i dont care. it seems im only happy when im with my friends and when im by myself im completely ( Read more... )

 mexico was fun. it would have been better if a hurricane didnt come through forcing everyone to evacuate the island to the main land. spending 12 hours in a crampped up space is not fun. moving to 4 different hotel rooms in a period of 7 days is not fun. it was an adventure for sure. i have decided im going to france next summer, i need someone to ( Read more... )

Maybe I don't know how I feel or what exactly I am doing! Maybe the problem is what I don't feel anymore. This past week has taken me back to when I was in high school. Feelings I had in high school start to come back to life. It makes everything weird because you aren’t exactly sure what you should or shouldn’t be doing. I certainly don’t think I’ ( Read more... )

maybe typing this out will help release some tension...

i hate having 2 jobs. i get so frustrated all the time for no reason. ive been working myself to death all summer, getting a lot of stuff done without any help from anyone. im beat. im tired of it all. august is going to be the busiest month and i dont think im ready for it. but i guess i need ( Read more... )

as you all know yesterday was the fourth, one of my favorite holidays. i love the fireworks. i had to work ALL day yesterday and i was hams when the fireworks went off. I went outside and stared for several minutes, while they were being set off,  not worrying about people coming in to eat. i didnt care. i began to cry because i thought about how ( Read more... )

Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

I got this icebox where my heart used to be
I got this icebox where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so ( Read more... )