I think mom was right.....

I let something good slip right past me.

The past week or two have been extremely hard for me. I don’t think a day has yet to go by when I haven’t sat here and cried; my birthday included. I never thought I would spend part of my sixteenth birthday in the bathroom crying. It funny because although most people sit here and tell me I have everything I could ever want, I feel as if ( Read more... )

I'm not to sure what this means....

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SO, i am not really sure why i got mad? or why some of the stuff you say irritates me the way that it does, but it does. I know that me getting upset probably pushes you further way from me. but isnt that what you want? it sure seems like it! why else would you continuly say stuff about a certain topic that you know bothers me? and yea maybe it ( Read more... )

I wish things could just go back to the way they were; i miss it.

Found this song, thought many of you gals out there could relate to it as i did...........

I'll stay away
Don't have to face this
It's my mistake
And no one's business

I am trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again

He's in my way
And no surprises
It's been a day
Somehow survived it

Still I am trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not ( Read more... )

A post (that didn't post) from last night ( Read more... )

Damn today was one of those days that start off so god, you know something is bound to happen to make it turn bad………..

StudCo went to the AASC spirit conference. It was actually really fun, Cholla really showed them other school that WE GOT SPIRIT!  I am really proud of my ’07 kids. We’re really bonding and actually becoming a class, not some ( Read more... )

A little Down at the moment....today would be my first day of synchro practice. It just kind if hit me hard a bit ago realizing that I'm not going back. I will never endure the freezing cold water of Amphi pool, the burning sensaytion on my lungs, the feeling like I'm going to pass out, my little kids running up to me or swimming as fast as they ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have written; I guess you could say a lot has happened since then. So, I am basically going to try and summarize the past week or so now ( Read more... )