Without you....

[pinkspiderhide]

He sat, lying back against the tree that Kami and he had pretty much dubbed their home. Dark orbs took in the pink spiders and purple butterflies go existing side by side. It was an odd sight. Seeing as how these two creatures would usually not act as so. Spiders ate butterflies...what was the quote he had remembered overhearing once? He thought

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[kaminotenshi]

Gackt was smiling at him; a gentle, loving smile. Of course, Kami couldn't see it... but he could feel it. Somehow, he could feel the warm, pleasant feeling of joy that radiated off his love.

"You can open your eyes now, Kami..." his voice was soft and deep, just like how Kami had always remembered. Slowly, the drummer opened his eyes and the darkness was replaced by an ethereal scenery that stole his breath away.

"Oh... Gaku..." he gasped softly, leaning closer in the strong arms of the vocalist. He said nothing more; there was nothing that needed to be said. Now Kami could feel the accomplished mood Gackt was feeling, along with a hint of being smug; Gaku was always so confident in matters like this. Kami felt something else too... something that should never have gone with the perfection of the moment. It was a sense of loss and despair; a sense that something was missing. What could possibly be missing when he had the one man he loved near him and the tranquil night that held them together, alone, in it's embrace.

...hide...The

[pinkspiderhide]

He sat as he had under the tree the butterfly in his hand flittering around almost in an aggitated state which made him tilt his head to the side and ponder it. They never did that unless something was upsetting...

Kami!

Standing he looked about when the butterfly flew around the tree he followed it and found Kami there hugging himself. He was instantly at the other man's side. His hand on Kami's cheek forcing the other man to look at him as he looked at his friend with worried eyes.

Ne...Kami...daijyoubuka?

[kaminotenshi]

With but a moments pause, Kami clung to hide rather tightly with a soft cry, shaking his head. Words were beyond him and for now, all he wanted to do was enjoy something, someone real. Someone who not five minutes ago he couldn't remember more than the name of. Within a few long moments of shuddering sobs, Kami had pulled himself together enough to talk, though not all too coherently.

...I'm so... scared... hide... don't let me disappear...

[pinkspiderhide]

Disappear?! N-nani?

There was a distinct look of concern etched in those dark eyes. Kami disappear? Kami couldn't disappear, Kami was the only friend he had now that he could see and speak with all the time. He held the drummer close and moved so that they could both sit under the tree. Hugging the taller man to him he tried to sooth Kami as best he could. Nimble fingers brushing through the long locks. It had been so long since he'd been called on for such a caring motion, he was rather unsure on how to go about it.

D-Don't be silly, you can't disappear Kami...where would you go?