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[pinkspiderhide]

He'd been at the hospital watching over Cha. Not that he really needed to. There was a steady stream of people in and out of there. He wondered when the last time was that Juka had slept in a bed. Poor guy, he knew that his friend's lover wasn't aware of everything that had happened to his koi, and it hurt the vocalist. Well it was not like he

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[kaminotenshi]

Peeking out from the branches of tree he had decided to climb, Kami waved to hide and from his lips came clear chimes of laughter. Jumping down, the rather peculiar mist that seemed to follow him spanned out, looking much like elegant butterfly wings. Landing just before the man he knew to be his love, he peered curiously at hide's new decor before cupping the guitarist's face in his hands gently. You look different, hide... lovely... Kami paused with a small smile tracing his features.

...but exhausted, he concluded, drawing the other into his arms, ...anything I can do?

[pinkspiderhide]

As he was drawn into the other spirit's arms he felt his heart shatter. He shouldn't feel this way when Kami held him. He should feel happy...he shouldn't feel so...so...
[the word you are looking for hide matsumoto is GUILTY! You lied to him because you are selfish. Tell him the truth...tell him that you aren't his love...] His concious beating him over the head. That little voice he had always been so good of getting rid of was getting louder now. He held Kami tighter, almost to the point of pain to them both.

I don't want to lose you...

He whispered softly as he laid his head against the spirit's shoulder and closed his eyes.

[kaminotenshi]

The faint whisper confused the drummer a bit, not understanding completely why hide was scared to lose him. He decided it must have something to do with the dreams so he soothingly stroked down hide's back, cradling him to a point.

...don't worry, hide... I'm not going anywhere... don't add me to your list of burdens... his voice was gentle and understanding, filled with trust and affection. He pressed a soft kiss on the guitarist's temple, nuzzling the other lightly.

Don't worry... I'm here...

[pinkspiderhide]

At the kiss he moved his head, cupping the drummer's cheek with one hand he drew the other into a deep kiss. Moving to lay him down softly on the grass beneath the tree the other had just been climbing. Soft lips traveled over Kami's cheeks, eyelids, forehead and back to those tempting lips once more.

[Drown in him...his touch...his scent....his taste...drown to forget that, he's not yours...Demo...is it so wrong to want to see him happy...for me to want to be happy with him...he's the only one that I have left now...You don't deserve to be happy. You are to be punished, for what you did....Iie...I'll atone...just please...give me this one piece of happiness...onegai...No...]

The voice died out about the time that hide's lips had reached Kami's neck and the scar there. A mark...a brand...one he'd seen before on the marks of those still living and close to his Chau. Clenching his eyes closed he moved up and off of his would be lover and rolled to his side, facing away from the drummer, his eyes sad.

You're not mine....He