Oh jeez, enough with the bullshit.

And sometimes I laugh out of nowhere. Thinking of all the great times I have had. Everyone looks and says, 'why are you laughing, it is'nt funny'. Haha, oh but how funny it all is. Hey meals, remember the time at riverside, no need to say more. And though we have been there maybe a dozen times, she will still remember what the hell i'm talking ( Read more... )

Everything is parting me from what I love to do. But still, I will try. Try as hard as I can to make myself happy. With no makeup, shoes, clothes, friends, boys, but it-that can make me so happy. Happy that I want to be my pants. And tonight with will wonderful.

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What if I just ran my hands through your hair. What would you do? I, would probably run away, laughing, turning back and looking at the emotion on  your face. I've always had this fantasy of laying on my roof, any roof, and looking up at the sky, the wonderful sky, in the middle of the night. Being able to see your breath, my breath. Laying by a ( Read more... )

So I was at the club today, listening to jimmy eat world, walking in and out through each and every stall in the bathroom. This old, religious looking lady kept starring at me, like I was an alien. Is it so werid to listen to music and walk around? Is it weird that I'm excited for the writing part of our testing tomorrow. Is it weird that I love ( Read more... )

"teen drinkin' is really bad, yo i got a fake id though" Ahhh.. remember the days. Went to school in basketball shorts, boys shorts if I may add. Through your hair up, no makeup and called it a day. Everything so simple, but unique. Never expensive or hard, but nice. Skipping class and not ever getting into trouble and if so, laughing about it, ( Read more... )

The feeling of being alone sickens me. Why am I so terrified of the fact that I might have to be alone, worse, lonely. Waiting for the phone to ring, doing so, answering and being disappointed, for ridiculous reasons. Getting on-line, waiting for that person to say hi. Remembering how it used to be. Everything has changed. When the lights go down ( Read more... )

The wind is blowing, it's gradually getting colder and colder. The trees are still very empty. The sky is still very grey. It's all still so beautiful. It will soon blossom just like you and I. In time, we will see. Spring time is coming, we might not know it, we don't. I can't wait till everything is cleared up and we can all pretend we are so ( Read more... )

A beautiful young woman you are becoming. With such high expectations and goals, I admire you. You want to be more, more then the world. We are the future, we can do anything we set our mind to do, and you can especially. You have always been the one to speak for yourself and stand for your rights. You are getting smarter each and every day. You ( Read more... )