wishing that our life was perfect. like a tv show, or a movie. wanting everything to just be perfect. reality is so unfair these days. i guess we all have to deal, deal with life, life not being perfect; nothing close. fixing things, making them happen, trying your hardest. but still not having enough. in a way it is. it is, we're just selfish ( Read more... )

and here i sit, getting yelled at, but taking it all in, not make a big deal.

It's simply amazing how someone so dear to your heart, you cannot imagine to think of them in a way that someone else does. You wonder why, why would anyone think that he/she is like that, when I know that he/she isn't like that one bit. And of course, our first reactions are to immediately defend the person, even if they did something wrong or was ( Read more... )

And now, I feel, stronger? But with no one to look upon? No one to tell me I look beautiful. Everything gone. But good, everything is good. You can't take control of my life. Therefore, I am stronger? stronger then you. You hide behind people, behind relationships. I feel sorry for you. And I am doing so well. So well at not needing someone. Not ( Read more... )

I just can't sleep down there by myself. How come life can't tell you when your about to do something insanely stupid? How come you always have to find it out the hard way. Consequences are everything now. Tonight I will make it work, pray, and make it come true. Meals, Irma was right, they're going to be many tragedies; they have already started. ( Read more... )

what an experience. never have i been in such a disturbing room. the cold, metal beanch. what is going through your head, young boy. why does it seem like there is no impact? when you know, there has to be. the parents are upset, our sister, she is misserable. don't make them be disapointed in such a bright, wonderful boy. they might not know yet, ( Read more... )

a new time in my life, a new journey. and when that leaf hit that carebear trashcan and went diretly in the center, i knew. you are not ment for me, as i for you. Everything happens for a reason, you are not my everything. the signs were so clear, something inside me didn't want to look. i see now. you were just a sad boy looking for any girl that ( Read more... )

nananana

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

And I yet don't know what to do. I am going crazy inside, and I can't even tell if you are to. When I see you in the halls my heart drops, and it feels so ackward. It never used to be. This is what I get for relationships, eh? Oh yeah, now I remember why not getting close to someone is the best way. Fuck it, this is how life goes. Tara why don't ( Read more... )