one hell of a day it has been...four classes on tuesday/thursday and one long one on mon/wed ( Read more... )

when everyone in the whole world wants you to be away from someone you love you being to feel like what they are saying is true...problem is, it wont be, never will. I will always want to be held and loved by him, and although we may not be able to make this work so young, that love will always be there if it was ever again possible. My parents ( Read more... )

so i wrecked my car, broke up with will and lost just about everything that was important to me on tuesday, my 19th. this week/month has sucked horribly. i just keep looking for something to make it better too, and its not working. all i have done is lay out, sweat away thoughts of tears and eat lots of dank. no food just dank. gosh sometimes life ( Read more... )

so tommorow is my birthday. i officially had the worst weekend of my life and my boyfriend is now minus the boy part. i know we do indeed love and care for one another, its just that recent actions have proven otherwise and my heart wont allow lies. so here we go again, rebuilding a smile i will probably lose again. damn im frustrated with life. i ( Read more... )

so im finding out in life that there is a whole lot i will be dissapointed with. especially in relationships. i expect the world when i was taught the grime...if that makes sense... so im looking for something great and it will always be less than that. the love will be there, but the disposition always will too. ive spending sometime alone and ( Read more... )

so i am wrapping up one of the best weekend i have spent on riverside with my best friend hh. friday night we went to krausey springs, swam, drank, had massive campfire dance party...ya know. saturday we went to a pool party all day and got trashed...sat night we went out with lynds and hit up some west campus phenomenons, foam party was the best. ( Read more... )

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so this weekend was good. i did some independent film work and a music video. i spent nearly all my money. i hung out with my hunny. we swam, ate fajitas outside, played lots of mario kart on the drag and had good clean fun. This week is going to be lame, school, packing, job finding, aaaaaaaa. noo. i just want to swim in the sun. roar

last night i went with will to zilker and saw seven wives for seven brothers...it was amazing. how cool, chase, liz, clint, kelly, taylor, mike, ginger agh...it was such a reunion. it got a fire lit under my ass: must be in a musical! Damn I absolutely loved the show, the choreography especially. i need to audition for something asap, other than ( Read more... )

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