We're all moved in and it's wonderful. My friend Devon has my camera while she's on vacation but as soon as she gets back I'm going to post pictures. Yay for [less] drama. Toby is even sleeping in his own bed. Amazing.

I guess we've been kind of productive this week. Thursday I signed my divorce papers anddd ( Read more... )

Brandon and I went to a 4 hour divorcing parents class a week or so ago and he went and paid the lawyer last week. In about a month and a half I will be divorced. Finally.

It was a rough day ( Read more... )

fucking ridiculous

FUCK EVERYTHING!!

Brandon text messaged me yesterday and needed to talk about a couple of things so he gave me a call and he said he was gonna pay for the divorce and asked if I could call around and see how much it would be an make an appointment to meet with one. So Thursday at 1:00 we have an appointment with a lawyer to finally get divorced. It's not really ( Read more... )

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For a minute there I thought things were alright. Thought maybe I was coming out of it a little. Until I find a picture in a drawer, a bracelet on the window sill, a random article of clothing in the laundry that brings up a vivid image of her. Always smiling. I was so attached to her. Maybe too attached. When I meet new people I always feel ( Read more... )

Woulda-Coulda-Shoulda

All the Woulda-Coulda-Shouldas
Layin' in the sun,
Talkin' 'bout the things
They woulda coulda shoulda done...
But those Woulda-Coulda-Shouldas
All ran away and hid
From one little Did.

Shel Silverstein