i made it ...1st night not talking to ricky...i think i can do it...all i have to do is go on line, listen to music and watch tv and then go to bed a 8 and i will be kool...i woke up hella early today!!!!! and i wasnt sleepy. it was kool. I did my hair...:)shit i sound too much like a girl lol ( Read more... )

i am tired of my computer being all not jessica like ness...i will fix it tho ( Read more... )

I AM HAVING A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY DAY BYE

I havent typed in here for a very long time...shit also everyone who write an entry wrote that...well last night i went driveing then i want to church...ricky was going to go with me but yeah he CONFUSED me...he isnt going to be in fairfield for like maybe 3 days yes...3 days...WHAT AM I GOING TO DO W/OUT HIM???? lol i need to know what day he is ( Read more... )

yes or No ( Read more... )

i need to to do this...........reminder ( Read more... )

Today i got a gift...it was great..i mean i love gifts...but yeah THANX YOU ( Read more... )

okay....ricky said lets not be together...i feel like ....idk....

i dont know what to think,feel, care, i just dont know...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay yeah something is not kool right now...my tummy feels funny maybe it is a sign of gas? well i hope not.....O yes it is...noOoOOoOOoOOoOoo ( Read more... )

Okay i feel bad that people still are making fun of rayna for nothing. so WHAT she is friends w/ eddie...eddie did more to me then any of them...and i still love rayna with all my heart and soul! so yeah stop being fucking stupid for one.It just sucks people cant find nothing better to do but dis there friend for hanging out w/somebody eles...so ( Read more... )