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[pinotage]

I felt really odd today. Tense and anxious and off-balance and weird. Things that would have only been mild annoyances on any other day were magnified a thousandfold today until they seemed like full-scale disasters. I was grumpy and brooding and I just wanted to be left alone. I hardly talked to Mark all day, and when I did, it was to lash out

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Ah

[luckaduck]

I don't know if it's of any consolation (or even if consolation is what I'm trying to offer here) but I regularly experience those days when I feel all out of sorts and problems are just magnified times a million. I usually just want to sleep through them, hoping that when they finally pass I am so much the better and although that's sometimes the case, it isn't always. I hope this feeling passes for you (especially since you note how unsettling it is) but not before you get to move on in some resolute and meaningful way. That is to say, I won't tell you to "feel better" because that's bullshit; it is entirely okay to feel like you want to cry and to maintain these feelings until you do or otherwise choose to move on.

Re: Ah

[pinotage]

Thanks for the kind words, Lucky. You're an angel. :)

[fraz]

I have those days. I wish I could offer some glorious solution, but no luck yet. I hope things improve.

[pinotage]

Thanks....today was much better. Looks like it was just a bad day. :)