i feel like a drone. i wake up get ready for work come home go to sleep and the whole cycle starts over again. i'm tired of it. i don't even know who i am any more. i think i've lost myself. my brain is shutting down. my opinions are silenced. it is as if i don't have an opinion any more. it's as if i'm not me. what happened?

Lately I’ve had a lot of time to think about my life. How I’ve changed, how I’ve become stronger, how I’ve become weaker, how I want to be. I notice that I think about others wants, desires, emotions, etc. before my own. Sometimes I feel as if I am walking on eggshells trying to offend or hurt people. I wish I could just say “fuck it” and ( Read more... )

i used to be in love with you, and now i can't stand that i still have a place in my heart for you.

i'm so confused...life, school, love, friendships, people, just everything confuses me so much right now. i'm not sure what to think any more...i'm not even sure what i want any more...

i really don't know how much more my heart can take...

Brief Daily Pisces Forecast:

A friend's debt is long overdue. Find a way to get what is owed to you.

12 Reasons ( Read more... )

I'm so happy right now! I didn't think that I would be getting financial aid this year, but I was wrong. I just found out a few minutes ago that I will be getting financial aid this year. Score! I feel so much better now...that just took a big load off my shoulders.

If this doesn’t make any sense to you don’t worry…I am just writing what comes into my mind…therefore it may only make sense to me ( Read more... )