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[pinupme]

I don't know what to do with myself. I think i spend about 48 minutes of every hour thinking about todd. i can't help it. His sister called me yesterday and asked me to join his family at his cremation...its so weird. His family has been so sweet to me. His mother said she thinks he and i were soulmates because of the way he used to talk about

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[pixiecrinkle]

I think i spend about 48 minutes of every hour thinking about todd.

You're not the only one. I was so proud of myself because I made it all the way through the workday today without losing it, then the minute I got home and got on the phone with automat76 the tears started again.

We went to the Press Grille for dinner, which is where the three of us went after the Neko Case show the last time we saw him. As soon as we ordered, they started playing her CD.

We decided Todd was somehow screwing with our heads intentionally. :-)

[pinupme]

yeah, i'm okay for a while then i'll just burst into tears and everyone around either looks at me like i'm a freak or with that silly, sympathetic "i do'nt know what to say look"
we're thinking of having a little wake for him next week. something a little more "todd" than the funeral. i'll let you guys know

[calledmara]

I never met you, but I know you and Todd were really close. He would talk about you bunches. Just wanted to say I'm think of you and I hope you are doing ok with all of this.

[pinupme]

thanks. that really means a lot. i know its really hard for all of us.