So im not in fantastic mood with the lack of sleep i got last night everyone is just getting on my nerves today. Yesterday brandon IM's me not say hi jen hows it going noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo asks me to borrow money 30 dollars to be exact and he said oh i will pay you back on friday. It just seems im nothing more to them then a damn bank. If ( Read more... )

It is fucking hot as hell i hate heat especially when i know i can't do shit to get away from it unless i move to a colder state or whatever which i don't have the money and i hate the cold as well lol. I like more in the middle like 60-75 degrees or something like that not this 80 degree shit it makes you tired and lazy you don't want to do ( Read more... )

Im like half asleep but i wanted to write quickly because im cool. Anyway so lets see oohh i went to my first party(yes its sad) friday my friend shannon whom i work with invited me. There wasn;t many people there but it was fun we played Asshole it was cool. Then later on it just got awkward i won't say why cuz its just not something i want to ( Read more... )

So i've been sitting here patiently waiting for brit to call me back and its been like an hour and the phone hasn't rang well it did once but it was my sister. It didn't bug me til just now i mean it could be jealousy i don't know i just see them making a life for themselve.. making new friends doing all this shit and i haven't done jack squat i ( Read more... )

Nothing much has been happening i wish something interesting was going on but sadly this is watertown the place where zero things happen. Although last night i spent the night over at brit's and heather's and there was a fight between a girl and a guy something about her catching him at the mall with some other chick. I dunno but the cops were ( Read more... )

I didn'r realize how fucking disgusting my body was til really last night i mean i always knew my body was weird but last night i was taking pictures on my digi cam and i just looked at it and im sooooooooo extremly skinny is gross its not like good skinny its fucking blehhh no wonder like the whole world thinks im anerexic or balemic(sorry for the ( Read more... )

I had a really fucking shitty day! work pissed me off to no end i just *sigh* dunno it was just horrible today and no one but my mom gave a fuck my dad was being a dick im looking for some sympothy and i was crying and all i get from is oh stop crying its like wtf? can't you be nice. I got better alittle after that but still was feeling blah from ( Read more... )

So lets see where to begin im not even sure when i wrote the last time i don't remember so if any of this is repeated in anyway im sorry. Yesterday was an okay day it started off with me having to work nothing to exciting happend there except i had some dumb bitch in my line that i would have loved to jump over the counter and strangle........ oh ( Read more... )

I never know what to talk about anymore i mean i don't ever do enough to talk about or tell if im not on the computer or working im most likely at heathers chillen. The last two times i spent the night i have gotten drunk last time was pretty much the worst we drank jim beam and southern comfort that shit was nasty it was bitter and sweet if thats ( Read more... )

Time for some fucking updates!!! hell yeah whose excited i know i am. So i sort of met a guy a couple of days ago i saw him on my space and we started talking and from there we made plans to hangout. the original plan was for him to come sunday but saturday night we were talking on the phone and he asked if he could come over and at first i said i ( Read more... )