we've talked about this.. A and C are resolvable, especially considering exams are not over yet - B I can relate to, its really really hard to live with someone who smokes, I guess thats something personal between you guys that you will have to come to some kind of agreement with.
I'm at Clare's, and I think I'm going to die of head explosion.
poor haed explosion! i wrote this as i was talking to u, so u did help a lot! thankyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :) but i still had to write it here, so... y'know, xxxxxxxxxx
You can't comapre yourself to other people Pip, otherwise you end up curled in a corner never doing anything because everyone else already does it better. If your family is silly enough to compare you to others instead of being amazed at how wonderful and special and unique YOU are, then that's just... well, silly.
As for Lion... I don't know much what to say except [hugs]
Don't overheat your brain. And definitely don't die. Just be you. Cuz my world wouldn't be the same without The One and Only Pippy Missy in it :)
fanks! so sad i missed u online :( my fmaily dont compare me to the otehrs, in fact eeryones nice about it, but theres always comments like "but alex works really hard, doesnt she?" and it feels like just because i don't bust my bum over it that's why i dont do well, but i alreday feel like im working at ym capability... its a pain in the butthole is what it is! oh welllllllll... and im not going to die, me is resilient, that was said in a teenagery fashion e.g. if i dont get out of this hellhole soon i will combust and die. hehe love youuuu xxxx PS: got my wedding invite today!!! You are going to be shelley jane toad! tessa is called tessa batty now so i think u got a better one! Still not sure about being able to come coz of work constraints but yeah, also money constraints (eek) i will start playing the lottery! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS: just talking to my friend amy about it, and i realise its hard because people compare the amount of work i do to what alex does, and the thing about hers is it's practical, so it uses a different area of the brain, and altho it needs concentation, its a diffrenet kind than u need to read academic papers and write essays, coz on my course theres a limit to how long i can work for, because my brain burns out after a while and i need to rest it for a bit before i can go back to it, and i cant work all night on it. So i can't spend as long on it as she does, so people think my less good grades are an indication of that, which isn't really fair.
i know what u mean about brain over heatingness... once i used up all my alloted thinks for the day my brain turns to mush and becomes useless.
if it makes u feel any better i jus had a big massive lecture from a guy i went school with sayin im wasitin my life away cause i didnt go to uni blah blah so you're dong better then me :)
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I'm at Clare's, and I think I'm going to die of head explosion.
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As for Lion... I don't know much what to say except [hugs]
Don't overheat your brain. And definitely don't die. Just be you. Cuz my world wouldn't be the same without The One and Only Pippy Missy in it :)
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love youuuu
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PS: got my wedding invite today!!! You are going to be shelley jane toad! tessa is called tessa batty now so i think u got a better one! Still not sure about being able to come coz of work constraints but yeah, also money constraints (eek) i will start playing the lottery!
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if it makes u feel any better i jus had a big massive lecture from a guy i went school with sayin im wasitin my life away cause i didnt go to uni blah blah so you're dong better then me :)
i have no idea what im doing now.
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