i don't know why i still care. i wish i didn't.

grey's anatomy really does get me through.

i'm so exhausted. i just want it all to stop even for a little. work, school, feeding myself, bills, social life. these sound like just the basics but it turns out they're so much more complex than that. oh i miss miss miss the summer.

is it bad if you need 4 benadryl pills to fall asleep?

started sleepin' with her again.

i feel sick. in every way possible.

i am so mad at this cough that i am actually crying real tears right now. but tommy emmanuel was so much more incredible than i could have ever imagined. it's not even right what that man can do.

hey arnold! is just as sentimental as ever.

i don't know you anymore. i miss who i used to know. the one that would never hurt me like this. purposefully too? why? i'm trying so hard to say goodbye. sometimes it works. oh but it hurts so bad.

can't sleep cuz i wanna cuddle you and u ain't here