I have survived and am about 90% recovered at this point..just still clearing all the nastyness out of my nose that occured because of surgery. It's the worst process clearing it out (gotta use this sinu-cleanse thing..ew) but holy fuck I feel 20x better at last! Dave has taken to making fun of the fact that because I'm no longer so nasal ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I go under the knife for my first major surgery. I'm not gonna lie, I'm mad nervous. Thankfully I won't be totally alone cos Dave is gonna be with me going in and then he'll be there when I come out too. I'd be so much more of a wreck than I am right now if it weren't for him.

I'm gonna go try and relax, it's been a stressful day.

A new year better equal new beginnings.

New Year's was alright, I'm blocking out a portion because I will not have that as one of my first memories of the new year ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas everyone!

I got some bitchin' things so I'll post an ultimate list later on, now I've gotta help get the house ready before guests come for dinner.

<333

xoxox

Christmas is almost here, yahoo ( Read more... )

I am so glad that it's just Shane and I at the house for at least two hours if not longer tonight. I am in need of some serious unwinding.

I have to come to terms with things, and relax my mind and body.

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I love snow, wheee ( Read more... )

Rest in peace Angela.

Such a wonderful, genuine person was taken far too soon. And even though it changes nothing I still wish I knew what happened.

My pride is such a hinderance sometimes. Gotta work on that.

Aaand just when I was happy happy all the time, the rug is pulled out from under me.

I wasn't prepared for this.