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And I try every drug I find, excep heroin and cyanide, But theres a reason I just cant afford it yet
Week so far:- Car broken - Steerings fucked
- Lack of money - £550 left till next loan (rent is £500... and i have to now pay to fix my car)
- Cough - 4 weeks n they still say it will clear up (stupid drs)
- Failed Test - worth grade, got a fail coz the system was fucked. ¬¬
- Back Pains - Every time I walk, shooting pains up my spine like someones sticking a ( Read more... )
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A new adventure I dont want to have...
Well... this years been full of ups n downs hasnt it ( Read more... ) -
Theres a vulture, on my shoulder, and its telling me to give in
Just a week till I go back to my parents for xmas ( Read more... ) -
grrr
£145 left to last me till january loan comes through...
fml -
Here we go, we're at the beginning, We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning.
WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LJ
isnt this a supprise!
I AM STRESSED COZ I HAVE 10 DAYS FOR A 3000 WORD ASSIGNMENT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO AND NO ONE KNOWS EITHER! D=
AND 13 FOR A 1500 LAB REPORT
AND 2 EXAMS
FML
FML
FML SO HARD
actually dont.
Coz i have a date.
So I would like it to go well plz.
that is all.
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I'll be dreaming of the nights when I would lie awake and stare into the light behind your eyes
Well...
not much to say.
Depression has struck again for no aparent reason.
And Im avoiding the facebook for a while.
People just irritate me on there.
MSN will be used less too. -
No I wouldnt change a thing even If I could, Coz I chose a path and Im not looking back,
Interesting few days.
Wednesday with Maryam was awesome <3 though I did end up quite drunk (and in such out of money for a while lol ( Read more... ) -
Do you even know how much it hurts, that you gave up on me to be with her,
Lit Revew done.
Who knows if its right. its done and been submitted for the first draft deadline.
One stress off my back.
Im trying desperately to keep myself busy so I dont sink into thinking about the boy.
Tonight is one of those nights that its guna be most important coz its Initiations.
Mass drinking + tomfoolery + pissing around like 5 year olds to ( Read more... ) -
When I grow up, I wanna see the world, drive nice cars, I wanna have boobies.
I do like to look back on LJ and laugh.
I can turn into such a moany emo sometimes.
Being ill jus helped me get over that :D
Now im back to normal. insults and all.
What good news everyone! :D
Vinnies back.
And hes a cunt again :)
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You know we're superstars, we r who we r
Still felling crap. Stupid illness.
Ive just ventured out of bed for food and a check of emails.
And heard about this nikegrid thing that sounds like it could be fun.
Running though. Effort lol.
Maybe i'll grab people from uni n do it.
Might lift my damn depressing mood.
Back to bed.
Bah. Dyings no fun. It actually rather hurts.