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I want to apologize for some of the things I have said in this throughout the years. It has taken me awhile, but at the end of the day, public venting on an internet source is not the best way to display bottled up emotions that can be captured in time. I just wish you would answer your phone so we could talk about things like civilized adults.

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things are going very well ( Read more... )

So I really only write in this when I'm sad / angry / hurt / need to vent ( Read more... )

confession:

i am lonely.

and i do not think i am handling it properly.

I want to know your plans, and how involved in them I am.
When you leave for good this fall, will I be forgiven?
And If you want roses, I'll buy a bouquet.
If that just won't cut it, what can I say?

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead.
Strength in my bones and the words in my head.
They pour out to paper, it's all for you
'Cause that' ( Read more... )

They told me where to go
(And I always follow)
They told me what to do
(I swallowed every drop down)
They told me bedtime stories
(of how I'd rise above)
They told me they were true

I sat and thought about her
On the train ride out
Until my stomach turned
Like it's done for years now
I thought about her hips and thighs
With the red in my eyes
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I started wearing your ring again 2 months ago.

FUCK.

Why do I do this to myself?

It's November already.

I used to look forward to Novembers.

Now I don't know how to feel.

I'm graduating college soon. Then big decisions are going to start to surface.

Please be apart of those decisions.

I can't wait much longer.

The following is where I am going to apply for graduate school (in no particular order ( Read more... )