So this is my first crack on writing fanfic for Twilight so please bare with me.
October 8
I was sitting on a cliff, with my feet dangling over the edge, overlooking the ocean. “This will be the last time you see me,” Edward’s words echoed in my head. I remember laying back staring up at the dark sky. My eyes were closed as I listened to the waves crashing against the rocks. I squeezed my eyes tighter trying to block out the whole scene that happened in the woods.
Edward and his brothers and sisters must have had a good laugh at me. I can’t believe that I feel for all that bullshit about, “I feel very protective of you” and “Bella, you are my life now.” I can’t believe how I acted a fool around Edward. The funny thing about the whole thing was that Jessica was right; there is no one good enough to go out with Edward Cullen. I rolled onto my side and curled into a ball as the wind started to pick up around me.
La Push is the only place that I can go that does not carry any memory of Edward Cullen. La Push was my escape. I know that I can’t keep wallowing in this misery; I should be going out and having a good time with my friends. I should be doing everything to forget about him.
I quickly sat up just as a wave crashed against the boulder. How dare he make a fool of me! Well I won’t let him have that pleasure of knowing that he had hurt me. I promised myself that there will be no more wallowing. Oh who was I kidding? I lay back again and as I looked up, lightening flashed across the sky; there was no stopping the tears that ran down the side of my face.
I made a promise to myself; never again will I let a guy close as I let Edward. No guy will hurt me like Edward. I will never love another like I loved Edward. My body shook but not because the cold night air but because of the tears that I could not stop.
You killed me Edward Cullen.