:`^> cry cry for dawson's creek. :`^>
[awwwww omg, cry cry for this song.
She had two babies
One was six months one was three
In the war of '44
Every telephone ring
Every heartbeat stinging
When she thought it was God calling her
Oh would her son grow to know his father
I don't want to wait
For our lives to be over
I want to know right know
What will it be
I don't want to wait
For our lives to be over
Will it be yes or will it be
Sorry
He showed up all wet
On the rainy front step
Wearing shrapnel in his skin
And the war he saw
Lives inside him still
It's so hard to be gentle and warm
The years passed by and now
He has granddaughters
Oh so you look at me
From across the room
You're wearing your anguish again
Believe me, I know the feeling
It sucks you into the jaws of anger
Oh, so dig a little more deeply into my life
All we have is the very moment
And I don't want to do what
His father and his father and his father did
I want to be here now
! :`^> ..omg im so crying right now. im gona go watch my final episode. <3 :`^)]
omg im excited.
not just for the rush of mere excitement, but look at my icon! <3
yay. best song ever.
eee.
paige you love it.
<3
today i tried for real and stayed offline all day. only..my plan wasnt so foolproof.
while keeping disciplined in hopes of being a better person, i actually let my moms salmon cook too much and ruined the dinner. :^(
yeah its not tasty.
but oh well.
and i had a realization.
this: cooking, is what i should do. bycowls i realized this. in cooking, you can make a mistake and it can be all ok; because when you make that mistake, its there, in front of you, and you cant deny it, or work around the truth, or change it back to 'right.' you made a mistake. and everyone knows. thats so awesome. its not this stupid life crap. where you can deny things and 'right' things and then soon enough your past is all a blurred up incident that is true yet false at the same time. no, not that; in cooking, alls fair, alls obvious, and you dont cause others emotional pain, no matter how many mistakes you make. :^}
She had two babies
One was six months one was three
In the war of '44
Every telephone ring
Every heartbeat stinging
When she thought it was God calling her
Oh would her son grow to know his father
I don't want to wait
For our lives to be over
I want to know right know
What will it be
I don't want to wait
For our lives to be over
Will it be yes or will it be
Sorry
He showed up all wet
On the rainy front step
Wearing shrapnel in his skin
And the war he saw
Lives inside him still
It's so hard to be gentle and warm
The years passed by and now
He has granddaughters
Oh so you look at me
From across the room
You're wearing your anguish again
Believe me, I know the feeling
It sucks you into the jaws of anger
Oh, so dig a little more deeply into my life
All we have is the very moment
And I don't want to do what
His father and his father and his father did
I want to be here now
! :`^> ..omg im so crying right now. im gona go watch my final episode. <3 :`^)]
omg im excited.
not just for the rush of mere excitement, but look at my icon! <3
yay. best song ever.
eee.
paige you love it.
<3
today i tried for real and stayed offline all day. only..my plan wasnt so foolproof.
while keeping disciplined in hopes of being a better person, i actually let my moms salmon cook too much and ruined the dinner. :^(
yeah its not tasty.
but oh well.
and i had a realization.
this: cooking, is what i should do. bycowls i realized this. in cooking, you can make a mistake and it can be all ok; because when you make that mistake, its there, in front of you, and you cant deny it, or work around the truth, or change it back to 'right.' you made a mistake. and everyone knows. thats so awesome. its not this stupid life crap. where you can deny things and 'right' things and then soon enough your past is all a blurred up incident that is true yet false at the same time. no, not that; in cooking, alls fair, alls obvious, and you dont cause others emotional pain, no matter how many mistakes you make. :^}