i have been a little down for like the past week. i have been over stressed at work, it is getting to the end of the year and there are like 5 events that are weighing on me because i am planning them. i need a break from these kids and a couple of days to just cool off. and the weekend seems like it is not enough. also, the car thing is really ( Read more... )

so i have been far too busy for my own good lately. in a way, it is awesome. time has been flying, which is bringing me that much closer to my birthday and vacation. but in a sense, it takes some of the quality out of the time i have. running around does not a happy girl make. currently at work, i am planning two large scale events and working on a ( Read more... )

so i never write in this thing anymore, but here goes ( Read more... )

i watched in horror last night as the beloved patriots blew the biggest thing that could have happened for new england ( Read more... )

i am completely, utterly and totally hooked on guitar hero! it is the crack of video games.

so 2007 was full of tribulations, dealing with demons, moving out on my own, making friends, breaking friends and many many other things. overall, i can say it was positive, i looked at every negative experience as something to grow and learn from and that is amazing. i can honestly say that i haven't done that before for as long a period of time. ( Read more... )

for all the good, excellent, wonderful, amazing things that have happened lately...

it just sucks to know that i have become unimportant to some people that i thought i was really important to.

other than that minor moment of suck, everything is legitimately wonderful. work is good, home is good, kevin is amazing.

you can only do so much. you raise something and send it into the world and then you have to let go and let them make their own decisions.

and i feel like a failure when she makes the wrong ones. and that is the most heartbreaking feeling in the world.

ugh... i hate my roommates ( Read more... )

i am scared.
i refuse to pack. (not really.)

i want to move so badly, but it is such a pain in the ass.