"My search for you, your search for me, is a search for something that cannot be found. But only the impossible is worth the effort. The love we seek overrules human nature. It has a wilderness in it and a glory that we want more than life itself. Love never counts the cost, to itself, or others, and nothing is as cruel as love. There is no ( Read more... )

IT SEEMS THAT THE UNIVERSE IS MAKING AN EXTRA EFFORT TO WORK AGAINST ME AND MY QUEST TO FIND MY ONE TRUE LOVE. WELL, I’VE TRIED AND I’VE FAILED SO I’M GIVING UP. BUT BEFORE I’M SENTENCED TO A LIFE OF SOLITUDE, I BEG THE UNIVERSE TO DO ME ONE BIG FAVOR---TAKE MY HEART AWAY. I HAVE NO USE FOR IT. (THE UNIVERSE HAS GIVEN ME A HEART, BUT IT DIDN’T ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time now since i've gotten over the first guy i ever loved. While searching my files, i chanced upon the letter i wrote him. I think it's about time i shared it ( Read more... )

Disclaimer: This entry should have been written the week of June 22, 2005. But i've entered it only now so pardon the time lapse ( Read more... )

I haven't update my LJ account for quite some time now, but i have written some in another blog spot i have online. So i'm putting them here as well. Still thinking about what to put on my next entry though. A lot of things are going on in my head and i still have to sort them out. Anyway here's the first of the 2 ( Read more... )

Me and my gay friends have been planning this Holy Week trip to Galera since last year. Kinareer talaga ng mga vaklush ang preparations for this annual unholy event. We all wanted to go. We all wanted to experience the "Galera Adventure". But of course all of us had our own reasons for going on this trip. Most of them, after a bit of urging, ( Read more... )

Nagpahula ako n'ung weekend sa isang kaibigang bakla na marunong mag tarot-reading. Ang mga bading nga naman, multi-talented. So 'eto ako, first-timer sa pagpapahula at mega pay attention ako sa instructions. Sabi sa akin balasahin ko daw ang baraha ng 7 beses. Tapos kuha ako ng 10 baraha sa pile. Tapos, finally, kukunin ko ang 3 baraha sa ( Read more... )

The other night,a kid went up to me
with this sad-puppy look on his face,
begging me to buy the "yema" he was selling.

"Bili na po kayo ng yema,
para ho may pambili kami ng bigas..."

I pitied the kid, truly. Then i got over it and said...

"Sana 'yung pinanggawa niyo ng yema, binili niyo na lang ng bigas..."

Daym, i'm bad.

I met a couple of my gay friends for coffee last night. One of them sent out a "depress" signal, kaya to the rescue ang mga vhaklah. To say the least, it was a night of bitching, ranting, wallowing, and profanities. And it was all about MEN ( Read more... )

As a single person, i am guilty of ranting and wallowing about my singlehood. I guess it's because that's the only thing i can do about it. Rant. Wallow. Of course i could parade myself around, in the hopes that i could attract someone with my "towering height", "flawless complexion" and my adonis-like features. But then i realize, i don't have ( Read more... )