What can I say...
So..talk about a twist in the past few days... week... whatever.
Here this is supposed to be a pissed off journal and my life suddely has to change for the better. I am moving to Florida from Buffalo just to start things off. I met this girl online that is completely smoking hot and smart (Majoring in Astral Physics and minor in Physics)funny, ambitious, devoted and talented. For some reason she really likes me.
Soooo, what to write about huh?
How bout this. Why now? Is god playing some cruel sadistic joke in which he is tormenting me with. He has been setting this up for years now and it's all about to come together. Things are too good. It's like I am siting around waiting for the bottom to fall out so I can write about something that really urks me. So I guess you could say I am pissed off about not being able to be pissed off.
Weird huh?
I want nothing more to get pissed off about something right now. My best friend has given me shit all week and honestly I could give a flying fuck. And it pisses me off. Not like my normal bash things and break stuff anger, but rather an Oh well, take what you can get anger. Like I am settling.
Don't get me wrong, I would not choose the anger and emptiness over this girl, not by a long shot. Which is funny because Less than two weeks ago I swore never to get involved after my ex so conveiniently "forgot" about my birthday. Which is just another reason I believe this gil is so special. It's too coincidental. Everything about how we met was complete circumstantial. One different action or behavior and we never would know about each other. Creepy.
So to finish this off without getting to sound any more of a suckered sissy boy pussy...
I'M FUCKIN' PISSED BECAUSE I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO GET REALLY PISSED
Here this is supposed to be a pissed off journal and my life suddely has to change for the better. I am moving to Florida from Buffalo just to start things off. I met this girl online that is completely smoking hot and smart (Majoring in Astral Physics and minor in Physics)funny, ambitious, devoted and talented. For some reason she really likes me.
Soooo, what to write about huh?
How bout this. Why now? Is god playing some cruel sadistic joke in which he is tormenting me with. He has been setting this up for years now and it's all about to come together. Things are too good. It's like I am siting around waiting for the bottom to fall out so I can write about something that really urks me. So I guess you could say I am pissed off about not being able to be pissed off.
Weird huh?
I want nothing more to get pissed off about something right now. My best friend has given me shit all week and honestly I could give a flying fuck. And it pisses me off. Not like my normal bash things and break stuff anger, but rather an Oh well, take what you can get anger. Like I am settling.
Don't get me wrong, I would not choose the anger and emptiness over this girl, not by a long shot. Which is funny because Less than two weeks ago I swore never to get involved after my ex so conveiniently "forgot" about my birthday. Which is just another reason I believe this gil is so special. It's too coincidental. Everything about how we met was complete circumstantial. One different action or behavior and we never would know about each other. Creepy.
So to finish this off without getting to sound any more of a suckered sissy boy pussy...
I'M FUCKIN' PISSED BECAUSE I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO GET REALLY PISSED