it's days like today that make me certain you really want to spend time with me. No really, it's okay, I didn't really want to see you either. I just really admire the way you never made an effort to call me the entire time you were out. I love you too.

wooo hooo I obviously have nothing better to do ( Read more... )

Thank you so much Katie, for the wonderful day. I am feeling tons better now, no longer do I have the desire to slice open my stomach and let everything fall out.

just in case anybody is wondering, yes, I am depressed. No, I do not know why. Yes, it does piss me off that I only had one day of happiness between depressions. No, I don't want to talk about it.

sleep is not a cure all.

a list of things that make me happy
Kaysi
Jane's Addiction
The Jesus Lizard
One
Suffragette City
Plateau
Unplugged
Mudhoney
Monkeys
Penguins
Special Agent Bob and Secret Agent Steve

I'll edit this list as I go along

I have offcially stopped caring.

something is seriously wrong with me. here lately I have been having up periods and down periods, but more down periods than anything. I have not been myself for some four or five days now, and haven't been thinking clearly even longer than that. I honestly cannot wait for school to start ( Read more... )

::entry deleted because I'm apparently a bad person for expressing disgust with something. From now on I'll just smile like everything's okay even when it's not. And for added guilt, I just died a little inside::

yeah
just sitting here
listening to Sufferagette City
and thinking of that special someone
I love you <3

You Are 90% Weird
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