Happier...yes. Saner...mmm...not really. Confused...still, though not as worried about it ( Read more... )

What to say...er...write. I am drained, tired...that bone-deep ache. Tonight I was, figuratively, slapped in the face. No one's fault but my own, really. I suppose I was attempting to be an ostrich, you know...if you don't look it isn't there, but I got drenched in the downfall of reality. Not so long story really condensed...he's in love with ( Read more... )

I see the sadness in your eyes
I hear the tremble in your voice
Your open wound bleeds into my heart
I want to comfort you
I want to cry
For you
For me
For something that has no chance
For hearts that have no choice

Does she know?
(she's so far away)
How she's affecting me today
Does she even know my name?

Does she suspect how powerful her name has become?
Does she know how her name makes two hearts go numb?

Today was pretty fun. Played lots of Magic:) I was there too long though (67th ave and Buckeye) and I missed seeing someone I really wanted to see :( I hope to see 'm tonight though. Last time was super fun:) I never though talking about sheep and a cabinet could be so fun ;) lol ( Read more... )

I'm so freaking tired...I'm not sure why I don't want to sleep, but I'm fighting it like a hyper five year old. So I sit here in the dark, listening to music, typing something that'll probably turn into some stupid stream of conciousness thing =P Of course I may just be too tired to even think...naw. My mind is always going, even when I don't ( Read more... )

May the crazy fizzy-fuzzies take your mind to bed ( Read more... )

Windswept are my cries
battered are my hands
I think that I can catch you
when I fall
slowly
down a street
that's much too small
three people can not fit there
not at all