i have not seen very much of most of my friends lately, and now one of them is leaving in early april. she'll only be about an hour's drive away, in the city, but that's still a bit far when everyone's so busy with their lives. we'll probably just see each other when we all have time to connect with each other, which becomes less and less the ( Read more... )

why do i even bother with this? no one ever reads or replies.

i am so stressed out. i was going to apologize for not posting more often, but then it occurred to me that no one's reading it anyways.

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the past few days have been so fucking awesome that i cannot even tell you how awesome they've been. but i'll try ( Read more... )

this is the first V-day i've ever spent with a sweetie who loves me. and oh, does he love me! he got me a bouquet of roses and made me breakfast and we had some V-day lovin', afternoon variety. i got him a blackred rose and a bag of jerky...i was thinking chocolate, you know, the obvious, until it occurred to me that you don't get chocolate for ( Read more... )

this is me on 4 hours of sleep in the last 24 ( Read more... )

last night: discovered i am not such a tough guy after all. became intensely disturbed by a certain scene in "Reservoir Dogs", curled up in fetal position and looked at Caleb as though there was something terribly, terribly wrong with him (mr. blonde is his favorite; he has a michael madsen fetish). i am sure you can guess which scene i am ( Read more... )

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"Womyn" is to feminism what media violence is to politics: that is, a distraction. it deals with the real issues at hand by skirting around them. the real reason women are not yet entirely equal to men is men's sense of entitlement, which women, it often appears, do not have. women are also entitled to a sense of entitlement, and no one is stopping ( Read more... )