I had one of the shittiest shifts ever at Hard Rock, I couldn't think straight, and 3 different people asked me about the girl situation. Then my mind was singly focused the rest of the evening. I couldn't stop thinking, and I was fucking pissed off ( Read more... )

Reminding everyone again that I've sworn to say important things by quoting the almighty Crue...here it is ( Read more... )

I haven't even really had time to think about what's going on in my life right now. On Tuesday, I was scheduled for a double at Hard Rock - open to close. Then I got to go home, sleep for 3 hours, and work 12 hours at the clinic ( Read more... )

Why?
Why do I sit in a bar, surrounded by your friends, crying?
Why do I spend the last 2 nights without sleep?
I don't recall doing anything wrong here, maybe I've missed something?
Is there any particular reason why I can't even garner a glance from your direction?

Sometimes (quite often, actually) Motley Crue really does say it best ( Read more... )

I've got this nagging desire to pack a bag and disappear for a while. Everything, and I do mean everything, is spiraling out of control ( Read more... )

Conflicted. The word that best describes my constant emotional state ( Read more... )

So I found out today that my grandfather is dying. Probably sometime this weekend. They've got Hospice at the house, watching over him ( Read more... )

Nothing really to report. Shot some new pictures a few days ago. Somehow it amazes me that I can take 150 pictures (gotta love the digicam) and only really like a handful of them. Michael Shelby always bitches that I don't smile in pictures, so I guess these are for him?


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Abortion?: Pro-Life. I know it's not a popular view at this juncture, but I don't think it's okay to take an innocent life because it didn't fit in with your plans. If you can't handle the thought of carrying a baby until term, then don't take the chance at getting pregnant. Adoption is always an option ( Read more... )