Last night was one of those nights that really puts your life in perspective.

[pitchblackpixie]

My cousin told me that I need to stop focusing on whatever it is I'm focusing on, and start focusing on myself

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[caine_lives]

:'( I am sorry things aren't going great for you, if you ever need someone to talk to, I will always be there! :)

[lstwithinmyslf]

i love you. even though ur a mess.
i know it's not the same.
but i do.
and i always will.
no matter how weak you think you are. i will always think of you as the strongest person i know. you handle more shit than i could ever dream of. and if he's too much of a shmuck to see that then he can fuck off. you deserve so much better.
( yes i know you're reading this dill hole.)

run away with me ashley. you need to live your life. and i know if i leave you here you'll die.
i know it sounds dramatic... but it's the truth... and you know it.
i can't protect you if you stay here.
please.

[pitchblackpixie]

you can't protect me forever. (unless we do that whole last-resort-marriage thing.)eventually i'm going to remember how to stand on my own. i'm going to be okay. i don't want you to worry about me when you leave. i'll always be able to call you or come visit. and i know i'll always have you for support. i'm sorry i fell apart and you had to pick up the pieces. maybe some day i can return the favor, but i hope i don't have to. i love you more than any other person on the planet. fuck whoever said you can't pick your family. you are my sister. i can't imagine my life without you in it.

[lstwithinmyslf]

way to make me cry.
bamma.
you know i'm going to worry about you.
that's a given.
i can't let you end up like her.
i'm sorry i know i shouldn't say that.
but i won't let it happen.
and it will if you settle for this shit hole.
please.
go with your dad.
or your aunt.
OR ME!
just please dont' stay here.