To her, it was a game of love. To him, it was just a game of deceiving her. She loved him too much to let him go. She cried herself to sleep every night knowing he didn't love her. Knowing she was never good enough for him. For anyone. All she wanted was someone to love her back, someone to help her. But he never wanted to deal with her problems. ( Read more... )

Okay...so I was just sitting at my computer totally normal. And I feel something going down my back. So I stretch my arm back and feel it. I was expecting like...water from my hair or I don't even know. But I pulled my hand back, and it was covered with blood. I'm sorry. I totally just broke down crying. I need to go. Fuck I hate this.

I'm truly living a double life.

Okay. So I got my hair done FINALLY. And I totally love it. No more ugly, fake, dark, weird, nasty, root, hair. Haha. I decided to look back on my haircolor and style for the past year. Yikes...get ready. Hah.

( my.new.and.old.hair. )

Efrain's Birthday! (June 24th)


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My entire body just went numb. Weird, but cool at the same time.

I seriously made such a good iced mocha today. It tasted like Starbucks. Maybe I should make those for a living. I think I could. Except I'd probably drink all of them before they sold. :/

No more dance. I quit. Finally. But I think I'll do it next year. I just need summer to be ( Read more... )

I loved him. I loved him more than anything else in the entire world. But now it's time to let go. He has to leave. I don't want to let her down. She will be much better to him than I was...it's only because I didn't have time. 4 years felt like a day. But I lost interest, found other things. But he still meant the world to me. He's the only one I ( Read more... )

For some reason I just broke down crying. I don't even know why. I was totally fine, and the next second, I'm bawling my eyes out. This has become a habit. And at this moment, everything is fine. I don't have anything to be sad about. Nothing. So, seriously I need to stop. It's getting rediculous.
I really do love you. No, I can't say that. ( Read more... )

I believe that everyone has a purpose in life. Everyone is made for something. But it's up to them if they want to find it during their life. No matter what they do, it's all for a reason. Things always happen for a reason. Even if it's the worst possible, it was probably better than what it could have been. I have a doubt what I'm supposed to do. ( Read more... )

I woke and and took it. Now I feel like shit. I'm sick as fuck, and now my mom doesn't think I should eat our Father's Day cake. FUCK THAT. I may throw it up, but whatever. I don't care.

I wanted to hang out with Tabi today, so maybe she'll call. I love her. I love all of you. ♥