Through all this hate and drama, I've learned something about myself. I say so many things I don't mean. I get really pissed in the moment, then like...3 days later, I forget everything. I forget why I was so mad, why I was so angry, why I was so upset. But then it comes back to me, except the second time I realize how stupid it was. Whatever, ( Read more... )

I was bored today, and decided to bring a digital camera to school. Here are the pictures!

( A typical day at Aptos High lunch )

I can't believe I did it. It's way different, and I never thought I would even consider doing it. Ever. Not in a million years. Well, I guess I'm either really stupid, or just really bored and tired of always being the same. Anyway, I hope it wasn't a huge mistake...

I cut my hair.

I have this feeling inside that won't go away. But I can't tell what it is. Bad? Or is it good? Am I happy? Or sad? I don't know. Truthfully, it's not a normal feeling. I wish I could describe it, but that's probably impossible. I guess it's just when I think of certain things, I start remember the past. It brings back so many memories, but I can't ( Read more... )

I MADE VARSITY CHEER!!!

So this week I have been super busy. School as normal (except Wednesday which was a short day THANK GOD), then track from 3-5 as usual too, dance on Wednesday for 2 hours, except I had to leave early because I have had cheerleading tryouts this whole week from 5:30-7:30. I'm at least making friends. That's unusual, yet comforting. Yesterday was ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:LowDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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wow, some of this stuff is really true...but some of it's not really...who knows.

Dating is like shopping. You try on a bunch of clothes before you find the perfect outfit that you can't live without.

♥ Jolene

So today I woke up feeling terrible. My mom decided it was time I went to the doctors...again. I got to drive there, which was a good thing though. I'm getting way better. Anyway, we get to the office and I feel okay...just a sore throat and that's about it. Yeah, so I sit down on the like bed/table thing and she takes my temperature...97.1. That's ( Read more... )

♥ I know what it's like to love someone so much it hurts ( Read more... )