thanksgiving was kinda lame. but i learned how to make a scarf! so it wasn't too bad.

the last couple days i've been hanging out with nikki and taya. and it's been wonderful. i missed those girls. :)

i need to talk to chris.. damn.

well today was kinda crazy. it was a short day today, so me and nikki go to taco bell at like 12:30. we go.. eat... see tracey and mark. go to starbucks. see kim, sara, sydney, taylor, and jackie. talked to fleeners mom. lol. um.... waited for taya to come to starbucks. walked to Vallero with gram taya and nikki. we were walking to Clenard.

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if i could reach the stars

i'd pull one down for you

shine it on your heart

so you could see the truth..... i love you.

i really don't want to take this damn pill anymore. it's like slowly but roughly tearing me to shreads. ah. haven't seen chris in a while. i dont' even know where he is. damn.

i need help. my parents are insane. i'm serious. last night chris nathan nikki and brynn came to my house to see me. i was talking to chris in the middle of my street . my dad comes outside tells my friends to leave, and for me to get inside. my mom is standing in the hallway to get into the kitchen. and my dad follows me inside. they asked me what ( Read more... )

What an amazing time
What a family
How did the years go by?
Now it's only me

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wow. today was a waste of time. damn. anyways. three guys are interested in me. and i don't know if i'm liking any of them. it's confusing. i wish they would come one at a time. damn... all of them are SO IMPATIENT! lol.

p.s. nikki i need your help/approval.

"remember when it was me and him, and you were with him. it was great cause i had someone, and you had someone. and we were with those someones together. that was great!"

i remember.

RuinedGovernment: so what are you up to
myorangestar: not much. listening to no doubt... bored as hell
myorangestar: you?
RuinedGovernment: haha
RuinedGovernment: practicing the guitar cuz im going to be the next clapton
myorangestar: hehehe sweet
RuinedGovernment: ya but im not going to be the next clapton
myorangestar: why not. you could be
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