okay, this guy figured out all of this about me after meeting me once. it's one of the most perceptive descriptions of me i've ever seen ( Read more... )

you see, this is what happens when betse gets bored and doesn't feel like being productive.


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1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

i surprised myself tonight.

i don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but i'm pretty darn sure it's a good thing.

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hey everybody ( Read more... )

i just want to stop existing for a little while. until it all stops hurting so bad.

how much is one person supposed to take?

He's leaving me.

Dale told me at 2 in the morning last night that he's leaving me.

I can't breathe.

i'm doing a little better today. the crying doesn't come as often, or last as long.

that may be because i'm forcing myself to get back to life as necessary - grad school applications, homework, GRE studying, and so on.

but when i think about the fact that she'll never get to hold my babies, it makes me feel like i'm going to be sick.

does anybody know someone who can draw well (for free)? i need a drawing of a lioness curled sleeping around her cub for a tattoo.