Maybe I will.

[pittielynn]

Chaste smiles and stolen glances are not enough.

I want to be happy. I want to be with him....if that is pushing it, then I would at least like him to know.

An apology, a yes, a hug, a date, a kiss, something...not nothing. I have to have something....Something good.

You need to know that
I'll be waving my hands
Watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or Loud
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need...A friend
As clumsy as you've been there's no one laughing
You will be safe in here, you will be safe in here

Throw away this very old...shoe lace
Tripped you again
Try to shrug it off, shrug it off, shrug it off
Sow the skin now
You need to understand...there's nothing fake about this
You need to let me in...watching you and

I'll be waving my hand
Watching you drown, watching you scream, no one's around
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need...A friend
As clumsy has you've been, there's no one laughing
You will be safe in here, you will be safe in here..

And being replaced by you should have been more difficult to bear, but we were not meant to be and moving on will be just fine...as long as I get something... something I never had before.