hey nichol! remember when we were in high school and we went to see a little band by the name of Five Iron Frenzy? well, i just listened to the blue comb song and now i'm about to cry. hahaha. Eric has this big blue comb that he uses for his goat hair and it always reminded me of that so i finally downloaded the song for him to hear, and as i ( Read more... )

so, this week was cool. Kadaver came by on his way from seattle to southern cal. he drove some gear up for a band that was recording in seattle then got them to buy him a ticket to san fran. instead of home so he could go to a show here on thursday then he took the train home friday morning. we went to see the Genitorturers, not my thing but it was ( Read more... )

so, i had the worst dream ever last night. i dont remember too many of the details, thank god. but i woke up in a panic and i was crying and eric had to calm me down like a baby. i had a dream (or nightmare) that my brother, Drew, had died. it was something about how he got fed up with a situation and just blew his head off or something...i dont ( Read more... )

hey computer smart people, how the hell do i put a picture on here that i have on my computer? not for an icon or anything...just in my journal so u can see it?

this just in-

i want some fucking puppies. now.

i hate you because you're in a wheelchair ( Read more... )

i'm happy. thats all.

i feel weird.

“Believe nothing on the faith of traditions, even though they have been held in honor for many generations, and in diverse place. Do not believe a thing because many speak of it. Do not believe in the faith of the sages of the past. Do not believe what you have imagined, persuading yourself that a god inspires you. Believe nothing on the sole ( Read more... )

so, theres a new boy. sorta. a guy from my class that i've been hanging out with almost constantly. he's very sweet...which is why i'm likely to fuck it up. i dont like being treated nicely...i like when boys are mean to me.well, i dont like it... but i search it out awfully well. we have so much in common...most of all, a love for dead babies and ( Read more... )