if its meant to be, it'll be. right now, its not.

[pixar]

i broke up with aryn. i dont know if other people will understand. but i really need this time. as selfish as it sounds, id like to be 20. not damn near married. it freaks me out. i spent about 2 months re-thinking things. it was no spur of the moment deal. i didnt want to make the same mistake i did with david. i didnt want to break up with him,

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[nooneknew]

you need to do what is best for you.

honestly, i'm a romantic, and i think if you love someone then you love them and you are with them. and thats it. i wouldn't break up with jesse because of bad timing. i think about being single a lot and i know i would be happy, but for me jesse makes me happier then i could ever ask to be, and if you think that you would be better without an attachment then thats what you should do. to most people it might sound selfish, but you need to be happy and do what is best for you.

its kind of the same as when jessica and adam broke up. adam just felt like that was the right thing to do for him, it wasn't that he didn't care for jessica, he just knew he would have a brighter path that way and it would work out better in the long run.

i'm proud of you for really thinking about it first, and i'm glad that you didn't pull aryn back and forth. no one should have to go through that.

be strong, and remember i'm just a phone call away and i love you.

[pixar]

kaylee! thank you so much. this really does mean a lot to me.

where have you been?! i miss you.