-sigh ( Read more... )

im being very silly about things right now ( Read more... )

 so, its been i think exactly 2 months since i posted
i got sick of livejournal because my html code wasnt working and i couldnt read anything, but whatever i think i fixed it
it doesnt really matter, im pretty sure no one posts on this anymore so i dont need to worry about being able to read anything, but it was bugging me
anyway, mostly im back ( Read more... )

 that was a good last night of ssep ( Read more... )

am getting nervous about the upcoming school year ( Read more... )

 so, it is my day off ( Read more... )

 as of today ( Read more... )

 seriously defeated in several aspects.

i alternate every other second between feeling like total shit about myself and feeling like anger has spurred me to become more of a bamf.
should i apologize even less for the person i am or accept that i have just totally failed and shrug and give up

more on this later.

im in the middle of work.

i miss

 ive been in a funk all week but today was SO fucking good ( Read more... )

 on a better note, i gave my dad 50 bucks for fathers day and ive never heard so much childish glee in his voice
considering what his salary is though, that really does make the difference this week
i wish it werent awkward or i would give him more....
i just want to make sure hes safe