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I find it funny, that if you look 3 entries down, you'll find me proclaiming Stunkel to be the best boyfriend ever. If you check the date, you'll notice that I posted that earlier on the day he dumped me. I think that says alot in defense of this sickening, cancerous ball of loneliness thats been building up in me.

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[rupertscarr]

I'll kill some zombies just for you. I think Stunkel made a mistake, but his reasons had nothing to do with not liking you and everything to do with not feeling ready for a relationship (he believes he's not meant to have one). Maybe he'll come around, or you'll find someone to replace the hole he's obviously left in you.

peace

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I think that my voice of reason noticed that the boy would much rather be out playing with his friends than cuddling with me a long time ago, and as soon as he broke up with me, my voice of reason was right there poking me and saying "See? I told ya so!".

So I guess I've had a suspicion, though it is nice to know for sure, what his reasoning was. And though I doubt I'll find anyone to "replace" him, the hole in my heart is already beginning to heal (Thats not to say that a scar won't always be present), thanks to reassurances from friends like you.

Thanks.