Ok, I've just had green plain tea so far. My stomach hurts ....but I'll just keep drinking tea. I'm bored. I have to study for my finals. I don't know where my mom went. I am going to shower in a min. I hope my scale says 108...but it will probably still say 109. I am planning on sticking to just the tea all day. I think I'm going to my dad's house ( Read more... )

Well...I didn't get to go on my walk. I ate an apple and a piece of bread. 440 is my total cal intake for today. I wanted less but tomorrow is another day. I'm going to make sure to go on a long walk tomorrow. I will just drink green tea until dinner and at dinner I'll try to avoid eating but we'll see. :P 22 days until I can eat like I want to and ( Read more... )

This time of day is the worst for me. I usually get bored of not eating around now and my mother thinks of dinner time and wants to feed me. I have gone all day without food and I just ate some orange slices. I think like 80 cals. I am going to eat an egg with my mom...over easy. Just one....70cals but I have to add like 50 for the butter on the ( Read more... )

Ok, so after being so repulsed with myself I have regained my control again. I've had just plain green tea all day. No sugar. So I have no cals so far. My stomach will hurt off an on but I just sip some tea and it feels a little better. I have class soon. I'm bored and tired. I didn't get to go to the store to buy the pills. I don't think I will I' ( Read more... )

I binged... I just started eating cookie dough and ritz crackers and I couldn't stop!...and then I puked. Then I of course have to go out to eat with my family. So all my puking was for nothing. I'm disgusting and I can't seem to keep my control consistently. It can be so hard and boring to not eat. I'm getting these green tea appetite suppressing ( Read more... )

I've had some ritz crackers...I've eaten probably 100cals so far. My stomach is really hurting for some reason. I saw some kate moss pictures from back in the 90's and they made me feel really fat. My mom is starting to notice my jeans are all getting bigger on me. She keeps on asking me what I've eaten. I have to eat around her too which is ( Read more... )

I didn't finish up the day that great yesterday but I didn't eat anything totally bad...I just ate a lot of fruits and vegetables. They have a lot more cals than I thought. Which sucks. I only went on a 2mile walk too. Today I've only eaten like 180 cals and some coffee. I guess about 200 cals this whole day. I'm going on a 3 mile walk. I just to ( Read more... )

Today and yesterday I've done good...yesterday I ate about 300 cals. Today I've eaten some apple-40 cals ( Read more... )

I ate crispy cremes....4 of them :(....well I got a calender and everytime I have a bad day I make a black dot and when I have a good day I put a star. It'll be good for me to see my progress. So far no stars. Tomorrow I will have one though. I better

I had about 700 cals today...I keep getting headaches when I don't eat and its too cold to go and walk. I hate November.
I did better than yesterday though. I have to do lots of homework. I'm 112 1/2 now instead of 109 1/2. Annoying how fast weight comes back on.

well....we'll see what I weigh in the am.